January sucks
I’m ready for February. More medical shit to add to my cold and my strep. Now the antibiotics are giving me extreme stomach pains and nausea with diarrhea. So now I have to go on a diet. A BRAT diet to be exact. Bananas rice apple sauce and toast. With the exception of tea, potatoes, yogurt, and pasta. What I didn’t know is that you weren’t supposed to eat sauce with the pasta. All my nurse said was to stay away from dairy. So yeah now my stomach is going to hurt. Perf. This is going to last me about three more days. Brilliant. I cant wait until February. I need to get away from January.
I’m glad I finally have a friend from school. Definitely glad it’s not a girl and that the guy that I’m friends with doesn’t find me attractive because apparently he thinks I’m a dude…
Sickness
I’m taking this semester serrrrriously. I’ve been reading and doing lots of homework. I’ve been so super sick this last few days. I just swigged some codeine so I can stop coughing and try to get some sleep. I went to the doctor today because I was having an ear ache and running fever so I wanted to check if I had an ear infection which I don’t. But I do have an upper respiratory infection. So the doctor gave me a new nasal spray that’s supposed to help me wean off of Afrin. Hopefully it works because I just used some Afrin :/
I got Rj sick too. I feel really really bad about it. But on the plus side. I hate his mattress because it hurts my back and my mom just came in my room to tell me that the full sized mattress that used to be mine that’s now in the guest room is being replaced with a queen size so they want to give Rj the mattress which is awesome and it wont hurt my back anymore!!
I have class alllll day tomorrow so I better go to bed now. It’s 10:30 so I should be getting a good good sleep.
Goodnight folks.
bahaha “Please nominate me, I’ll take anything.”
(via marlenesamaniego)
Confidence post
This is about to get real cocky.
I think I’m pretty. Not hot because I have lop sided boobs. I have a pretty nice butt though. Anyway. I rarely get pimples and when I do it’s only during my menstrual time so I’m in hiding anyway. But I think I’m actually pretty decent looking. I’m happy to say that. Cocky or not. I think everyone needs to be aware of their own beauty. I love my hair and my eyes. I think those are great qualities of mine. I like my smile because I have straight teeth. I would have to say that I hate my nose but it could be worse. Things that I would change about myself: nothing. God made me this way. I’m perfect in his eyes and in my eyes too. I’m glad to have this body :) I’m even glad to have my scar on my back and the back of my neck. I like it and I’m not at all ashamed of it. It defines me in a positive way. I’m also happy that I can eat and eat and eat and I will not gain weight. It’s literally a blessing. I do wish I could be tan but what kind of ginger would I be if my skin wasn’t ghost pale? So moral of this post was, love yourself then you can love other. Appreciate the inner beauty as well as the outer. Be happy with what God gave you :)
